chapters of life in 2010

1st of Jan 2010 is just like yesterday. thanks God for giving me a chance to go through so many kind of challenge this year.

PLKN...
i joined the PLKN which i prayed so hard to avoid it before that. Thanks PLKN, i met a group of friend that we can share our feels 100%. Kharis, Kui Lian, Shi Men, Cheryl, miss those days we did these things together: gossiping, washing cloth while mosquito biting, talk about guys, sharing food on sunday, crying, laughing, singing in toilet, talk about ghost, flying fox........... i will never forget these wonderful memory.

SPM...
still remember the day i took my SPM result. WJ fetch me and SY who are still wearing the PLKN shirt to school, PY and HC pretend to be our elder'cousin' to help us left stadium. when JS phone me on the way and tell me my result, just cant believe, until i really saw the slip.
very happy that day. except...Mr.Lau asked me which factory am i working(because of my shirt). =='''

FAREWELL...
having meals with friends as a farewell, some are leaving Ipoh. sometimes when i was alone, i cried silently... but bless everyone to have a safe journey

PRE-U LIFE...
cant adapt with the new environment, people and culture are different... but forced to...finally change a decision which i had made for a month, but no regret...glad to have all in my class as my classmate, u all r cute ^^

FRIENDS...
make a lot of new friend who are nice, gentlemen, brilliant, friendly..... relationship with old friends are changing, some getting closer and some getting further(sigh) ...
many things make me realized that we have grown up already, no longer the ignorant kids: learn to dress up, make up, problem solver, hardworking, whistle at girl, fall in love, broke up)

SADNESS...
life is like a train, we are on the train the second we were born, when it is the time, those who complete their mission left the train. few people that i love and respect left the train, the only thing that i can do is to comfort their love one...
found out that someone that i care is going through her tough time, tears on my pillow dried, and wet again...still, i send out my comfort and encouragement.

BRAVERY...
did many things for the 1st time, ...learned a lot from them... fall down and stood up again...
many times, i always try to put on a smiling face to hide the fear in my heart, but failed most, tears win...
thanks for everyone who comforted me, wipped out my tears, listened to me...gamsahamida

END...
the end of 2010, thanks everyone who helped me to wrote my chapters of life this year, thank you.

第一步

要跨出第一步
需要很大的勇气
有时更要不顾面子
连尊严都得放下

很多发明家走出第一步时
都被人笑是白痴
很多历史伟人要反传统改革时
都被人怀疑他们患上狂想症

近日很多事情
都在逼我走出第一步
唉， 就快喘不过气了

但是幸好
超过51% 的第一步都带来好消息
总算没有走错吧

无可否认第一步是有一定的风险
但是奋斗后所得的
无论是好是坏
都会让我的生命增加另一种颜色
如果世上没有暗淡的黑色
我们又怎会晓得七彩的缤纷呢

人生中若要尝得到甘露
就不能缺乏冒险精神


古女
为未来所有的第一步
加油！！！

life vs physic ?

life

unfold before us every picoseconds
with a velocity faster than the speed of light
>299792458m/s

wave
=emotion
experiencing highest and lowest amplitude
the happy and sad event

simple harmonic motion
=daily activities
repeat and repeat the same routine everyday

law of gravitation
=forced to obey
no one one earth can escape form all laws of nature
unless provided by super power

damped oscillations
=aging
eventually die and leave the world when health decay and when time comes

free fall
=commit suicide
fall with acceleration of approximately 9.81m/s/s
when you cant stand the stress of life anymore

but life still not equal to physics
for there is no formula to calculate everything which is going to happen.

Did I Not Love You?

Did I not Love you before this life time
Did you not hear my music in your soul
Did I not need you beyond forever
And now I'll leave you not forever more

The widest ocean I have crossed over
No boat did I row but love to carry me
I have been ever in constant motion
I have been finding you eternally

And I've been traveling throughout the ages of history
Just for this moment, this timeless moment
This wondrous moment of you and me

And I will leave you not forever more

* * * * * * Secret Garden * * * * * * * *

直觉 / 过敏

最近
常自寻烦恼
自以为直觉很强
对于很多未揭晓事情
总爱用直觉来揣测

下定论后
又开始怀疑
这...
到底是直觉带来的真相
还是因自己过敏而出现的假象

直觉...
过敏...
都是女生的天性
对于这份与生俱来的‘天分’
我应该高兴还是悲哀呢？

Time & Chance

Today someone asked me,"Do you believe in 缘份(yuen fen)?"
缘份is the fate that brings people togather.
I answered him,"i believe more in time and chance."

אני אוהבת אותך אלוהים

I saw something else under the sun.
The race isn't won by fast runners,
or the battle by heroes.
Wise people don't necessarily have food.
Intelligent people don't necessarily have riches,
and skilled people don't necessarily receive special treatment.
But time and chance overtake all of them.
Ecclesiastes 9:11

אני אוהבת אותך אלוהים

No one can escape from time and chance,
as long as you are still living on the earth.

אני אוהבת אותך אלוהים

When you meet the right chance at the right time
it is a blessing.

When you meet the right chance at the wrong time
it is an unfortunate.

when you meet the wrong chance at the right time
it is a sorrow.

when you meet the wrong chance at the wrong time
it is a ridicule.

אני אוהבת אותך אלוהים

I am not sure what will i face in the unknown future
But in the presence of God
I am totally sure that
I will welcome them
with a smiling face and a faithful heart.

אני אוהבת אותך אלוהים

tear & lacrimation

眼泪 tear
哭泣 lacrimation

tear 是人类同过lacrimation 而产生的液体
在科学里
tear 的用途
是要去除令眼睛不舒服的外来物和滋润眼睛

刚接获友人父亲的死讯
脑中闪过的第一幕
是我印象中uncle微笑的脸孔
与uncle不算很熟
每次去友人家
除打招呼之外
与uncle的对话平均不上五句
当时的对话内容
记不起
uncle每次看到我们时那和蔼的微笑
在我的记忆中依然存在

相信
友人的身体与心灵
都在经历着lacrimation

tear
除了能滋润她那疲惫的眼睛
是否也能
去除她心中一切一切的悲哀呢....

请谅之

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当初
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