Emptiness...loneliness...anxious...unhappiness...depression...sadness...confusion...insecure...disappointment... ... ... invaded my heart and my mind. I coincidentally read Chicken Soup For The Soul(Christian), so many christian gave their testimony about the faith in God. Then I kept asking God for a few days: ' Father, what should I do? Please, please give me instruction for my next step, please guide me out of these negative feelings.' And yet, i get no answer( I thought).
Altouhgh my heart was partially believe that God will not answer me, but still, today,I asked the same question to Him again.
'Do you see only dark clouds in your eye? Do you see only dark clouds in your eye? Don't you see My light behind the dark clouds. My light will pierce through the them to shines upon you.'
These word suddenly came into my ears, at that moment, I cried. A sense a of comfort filled my heart, like a lost child finally found her Father and getting comfort in her Father's bosom.
Oh Father my Lord, thank You...thank You... thank You...thank You for Your answer. Please teach me continue to have faith in You, for You are the source of love and faith.
'I will send wind to blow away the dark clouds in your sky, and shine My light upon you.'
Amen, Hallelujah
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