2011年年低，偶然拿到了一本2012年的记录日程的日记簿。书面没有特别，只是普普通通的。可里面印刷的格式倒是我的style.
还没2012，我就已经在它上面预先记录好新一年的一些活动，充满期待。开始时也没特别在意作记录，以为自己新奇而已，记两记就会没了回事，可能到时连簿子都不懂丢哪了。
2012 ，我还在写，*like。
在我生日当天，在那一页写了给自己的祝福语，更放心丝去decorate 了一下。对这本日记越来越有好感了，常常翻开它做记录，也会把心情写下去，什么鬼活动的笔记，心得，和分享都会记。每晚睡前写这日记簿，好像变成了跟它说晚安的一种习惯。人人都说写日记是良好习惯，不错不错。
朋友知道我竟然会写日记，眼都大了。别说他们啦，我看自己年头写到年中还这么坚持，自己也吓到咯。
看我在上面所描述的，都会知道这本日记簿在我生活里很重要，东西记不记得都要靠它了，出门没带的话就等于部分失忆。
但世事往往很“可爱”，越是在乎的就会失去，越是要找的就寻觅无门。某天它竟然玩失踪，我找到半死都找不到。大半年里习惯依赖日记簿了，这下就靠自己死撑咯，用自己的脑去记回日程，满痛苦的，脑细胞也死了些。
后来有找回啦，也恢复用它来记录的习惯，可是就没以前那么频密了。可能大件事才写，绿豆芝麻就自己用脑记。
眨眼来到2012 年底了，已经很少很少去记了。不过上星期，突然拿来了包书纸把日记簿包好好。你肯定认为我此举动少根茎，可这是我对日记簿一种爱和尊重的表示。（本人很爱把书本包美美哦）。
不知为何，包好了的那天后，就没有再写日记簿了。或许潜意识知道要现在过去了和即将踏入新一年，再写今年，也没什么意思了，只好接受现实啦，哈哈。
过期的日记簿就得在新一年的生活里消失，帮它包美美，可说是给它的一场国葬吧。毕竟为主人的喜怒哀乐效劳了将近一年，曾经那么珍贵的东西，怎么可以随便丢掉呢，就算日记簿点头我也不肯啊。
再见日记簿，再见2012。
哈咯！！！ 2013 ！！！ :)
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Sunday, December 23, 2012
”我为和平而战争“
在同一个队伍里，
有人因私念而纷争结党。
口里常说是为和谐奋斗，
但他们从未想过要用什么对策去和解。
如果你是斗争中赢的那派，
请不必太自豪地高呼胜利。
因为一线之差，
你只不过是一个挑起干戈、厌恶玉帛的冠军得主。
冠冕上写着： “我为和平而战争” 。
。。。
Saturday, December 22, 2012
Who Do You Say He Is?
Here I am back in Ipoh. Wanna celebrate Christmas with my family.
I went for my church annual Christmas concert. Theme "Who Do You Say He Is?"
On the way to church, my mom told me that there is one song that she not dare to put in all feeling while singing it. If she do so, she will start to tear and hardly can sing out any more.
The name of the song : Power Of The Cross.
One sentence of the lyric that touch me is..."My name is written in His wound"...
The "His" is refering to Jesus. He suffered for mankind so that my name can stand forgiveness infront of the cross.
In our daily life, we often searching for something or someone who is true and give almost all of his/her to you. Can be our friends, family, or partner.We do our best to love them as much as they love us. We dont want to disappoint them and if we did we feel sad because we have broke their heart.
However, when come to Christ, He has given all he has and he is for us.He loves us more than anything... Yet many people turn themselves from Him, not feeling sad or doubting are they disappointing Him, not loving Him as much as he loves us. It's time to reflect about this.
For my name's sake blood was shed from Christ. Lord, I dont deserve you. I dont deserve your blood, your pain, your sacrifice...and your love. But truly You did these for us, the unworthy man. How an amazing grace it is.
One more song which I like to share is a chinese song: 神的道路 ( The Path Of God )
Its lyric says: ...神造万物各按其时，耐心等待必要欢呼。( Lord made everything beautiful in its time. Wait patiently and you shall rejoice. )...
Man always want things to be settled as fast as possible, especially in this tension new era. We continuously looking ways to upgrade our performance using our own wisdom. We want to control everything in our hand according to our own will.
Not saying that it is wrong to work hard to make our life better and just wait things drop from the sky. We need to work hard, not using our own wisdom, but by the faith and the wisdom of God. If things does not end in the way you want after you have did all you can, just hand it to God in prayer. He made everything beautifu in its time. He knows what the does not suits you, what is best for you, and what is yours but just not the time yet. If you hand these to Him, trust Him and wait patiently. You will find peace and comfort by doing so. At the end, you shall rejoice over whatever result it is because what he planned is the best for you.
Wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. God bless You.
I went for my church annual Christmas concert. Theme "Who Do You Say He Is?"
On the way to church, my mom told me that there is one song that she not dare to put in all feeling while singing it. If she do so, she will start to tear and hardly can sing out any more.
The name of the song : Power Of The Cross.
One sentence of the lyric that touch me is..."My name is written in His wound"...
The "His" is refering to Jesus. He suffered for mankind so that my name can stand forgiveness infront of the cross.
In our daily life, we often searching for something or someone who is true and give almost all of his/her to you. Can be our friends, family, or partner.We do our best to love them as much as they love us. We dont want to disappoint them and if we did we feel sad because we have broke their heart.
However, when come to Christ, He has given all he has and he is for us.He loves us more than anything... Yet many people turn themselves from Him, not feeling sad or doubting are they disappointing Him, not loving Him as much as he loves us. It's time to reflect about this.
For my name's sake blood was shed from Christ. Lord, I dont deserve you. I dont deserve your blood, your pain, your sacrifice...and your love. But truly You did these for us, the unworthy man. How an amazing grace it is.
One more song which I like to share is a chinese song: 神的道路 ( The Path Of God )
Its lyric says: ...神造万物各按其时，耐心等待必要欢呼。( Lord made everything beautiful in its time. Wait patiently and you shall rejoice. )...
Man always want things to be settled as fast as possible, especially in this tension new era. We continuously looking ways to upgrade our performance using our own wisdom. We want to control everything in our hand according to our own will.
Not saying that it is wrong to work hard to make our life better and just wait things drop from the sky. We need to work hard, not using our own wisdom, but by the faith and the wisdom of God. If things does not end in the way you want after you have did all you can, just hand it to God in prayer. He made everything beautifu in its time. He knows what the does not suits you, what is best for you, and what is yours but just not the time yet. If you hand these to Him, trust Him and wait patiently. You will find peace and comfort by doing so. At the end, you shall rejoice over whatever result it is because what he planned is the best for you.
Wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. God bless You.
Friday, December 14, 2012
Thursday, December 13, 2012
3.142 的生涯
偶然在戏院看了Life
Of Pi。 跟这部戏，可能是缘分啦，因为我本来是吵着死都要看
Twilight 的，可是没票了,emo。。。不过，朋友听说Life
Of Pi 这部戏好看又有深度，虽然多人看不明啦。我最爱看有深度的戏了，而且还是李安导演，就看这套吧。这部戏的视觉效果非常让人惊叹，超美哦（尤其是jelly
fish 还有吃人岛那两part），拍摄技术也是一流，整体来讲也不愧是大导演和一级棒团队的作品。
如果你也看了这部电影就会懂，在医院，Pi先向日本记者讲第一个故事，日本记者觉得他讲的很荒谬，结果他就讲了第二个故事。Pi把整个求生记发生在与动物们的情节套在这四个人身上，重新讲一次。当时戏院里有一部分的观众都在笑，包括我。我笑，因为觉得Pi是无奈记者不接受他与动物们奇幻的求生记，就迎合他们的口味，编一个由人上演现实一点的给他们。 看完电影后，那种久久在心里不散的感觉，真的难以形容。有不舍，感叹，怜悯，悲伤，喜悦。。。只是有点小遗憾，难道大家口中这部戏的所谓深度，就不过如此？
我上网在FB读了一个超长~~~~share
post, 是一个网民对这部戏的影评。读完后，我的呼吸好像停止了，再次陷入那种心里汹涌却词穷的感觉。芝欣，你的理解能力就不过如此？原来，第二个故事，才是真的！！！这篇剖解有如真相般盖了我一巴掌。哦~~~太玄了~~~我在此分享了这篇
Life Of Pi 影评 的FB
link。
人生中，太多时候，我们都只相信眼所见就是唯一事实。无论看人看事，确信自己主观的判断就是答案。不是吗？看到邋遢的人就是失败者，看到笑容满面的人就以为她很乐观，看到敷衍的人就认定他们对自己的生命不认真。可是我们有没有仔细用心体验，故事中的故事，人心中的人心呢？
Pi把人的事实说成动物的故事，部分原因，是希望给船上先后死去的三人，还有自己，留下最后人性仁性的尊严。
另外，这些经历都不是普通人能承受得住的，人类为了生存，被逼不择手段。若可以，多渴望这些残忍的画面能在睡醒那一刻忘光光，但不可能。
或许用一个没那么撕裂人心的故事来取代，能给自己内心一个小小的安慰，让世人没那么绝望。纵使我知道第二个故事不是假的。
到现在我依然愿意相信第一个故事才是现实。你可以说我“自欺欺人”，我承认。我宁愿相信动物在自然界理所当然的兽性，也不愿接受人在绝处生存时的少许兽性。
我们不是视若无睹。如果一些无法挽回的悲痛，一个无伤大雅的谎言会让它变得更有美好，让心碎者有个归属，何乐而不为呢？
一开始我如Pi所愿把一切看成一场奇幻之旅，就算现在我懂得真相，我依然按照Pi的意思，接受一个更有希望的故事。希望你也这么想。
没有一定的对与错，知道真相不一定喜悦，确信谎言不一定绝望。
戏中，日本记者最后记录进报告的沉船事故。。。是第一个故事。。。
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